{"id":64620,"date":"2015-02-22T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2015-02-22T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/?p=64620"},"modified":"2015-02-22T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2015-02-22T00:00:00","slug":"bazen-bir-mucize-beklersin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/2015\/02\/22\/bazen-bir-mucize-beklersin\/","title":{"rendered":"Bazen bir mucize beklersin"},"content":{"rendered":"Hayat\u0131n baz\u0131 d\u00f6nemlerinden ge\u00e7erken bundan daha k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc olmaz diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn. Bundan daha k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc olmaz, o zamana kadar ba\u015f\u0131na gelmemi\u015f dolay\u0131s\u0131yla hi\u00e7 tecr\u00fcbe etmedi\u011fin ac\u0131larla ba\u015f etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken tekrar edersin. Bunu atlatt\u0131ktan sonra\u0085 Her \u015fey \u00e7ok g\u00fczel olacak. \r
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Babam hastal\u0131kla m\u00fccadele ederken s\u0131kl\u0131kla \u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bunu bir atlatal\u0131m, bir atlatal\u0131m her \u015fey d\u00fczelecek. Babam \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde art\u0131k ba\u015f\u0131ma daha k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015feyin gelmeyece\u011fine emindim. \u0130nsan hayat kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda her daim cahil kal\u0131yor. Bunu ya\u015f ald\u0131k\u00e7a \u00f6\u011freniyorsun. \r
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\u00d6l\u00fcmle ba\u015f edemeyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, y\u0131llar ge\u00e7iyor. Bir daha g\u00fclemem ki ben derken bir bakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fcle s\u00fcz\u00fcle g\u00fclebiliyorsun. Kargalar\u0131n yan yan y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fleri eniklerin ne\u015fesi, g\u00fcne\u015fin sabah\u0131 m\u00fcjdeleyen ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 yeniden sevmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yorsun usul usul\u0085 \r
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Hayat, \u00f6\u011freterek ya\u015f ald\u0131r\u0131yor insana\u0085 Ve yeterince b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ba\u015f\u0131na her t\u00fcrl\u00fc felaketin gelebilece\u011fini biliyorsun, demirden olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan insan y\u00fcre\u011fi e\u011filip,b\u00fck\u00fclerek, k\u0131r\u0131lan yerlerinden \u00f6p\u00fclerek onar\u0131yor kendisini\u0085 Ama yine de \u015fa\u015f\u0131rmadan edemiyorsun, istemsiz soruyorsun Tanr\u0131\u0092ya, \u0093Yumruk kadar y\u00fcre\u011fime bu kadar ac\u0131y\u0131 nas\u0131l s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rabiliyorsun?\u0094…\r
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Sedat Abi, en son \u0093Son otob\u00fcs\u00fc ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda\u0085 KED\u0130 OLMAK fikri\u0085 Hep i\u00e7ime i\u015flemi\u015ftir\u0085\u0094<\/i> diye yazm\u0131\u015f, ard\u0131ndan ilk cemre havaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Yeter art\u0131k k\u0131\u015f, k\u0131\u015ft k\u0131\u015ft dedi\u011fimiz bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn ertesinde erik a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe vurmu\u015f, yeni ay Ven\u00fcs\u0092le sevi\u015fir pozisyonda belirmi\u015ftir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde. Sedat Peker, \u00f6yle bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn ve gecenin ard\u0131ndan yo\u011fun bak\u0131ma kald\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, bu k\u00f6t\u00fc haberi en az Sedat Abi kadar g\u00fczel I\u015f\u0131k Abi vermi\u015ftir.\r
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Kay\u0131tlara ge\u00e7sin diye yaz\u0131yorum bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131. 21 \u015eubat Cumartesi 2015. Saat 22.01. \u00d6\u011fleden beri kapanmaz h\u00fcz\u00fcn yaralar\u0131 ellerimde\u0085 O yaralar\u0131n bula\u015f\u0131c\u0131 oldu\u011funu herkes bilir, ellerinden, g\u00f6zlerine, g\u00f6zlerinden y\u00fcre\u011fine, y\u00fcre\u011finden beynine do\u011fru akarlar h\u0131zl\u0131ca. G\u00f6zlerin dolup dolup bo\u015fal\u0131r. \r
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Bug\u00fcn yine \u00f6yle oldu\u0085 Ne diyece\u011fini, ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnece\u011fini bilemiyor, i\u00e7in i\u00e7in doya doya a\u011flayam\u0131yorsun bile. T\u00fcm \u00f6\u011fleden sonra, kedi evlerini yeniden d\u00fczenlerken, so\u011fuklar\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131p ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi mavi yaseminin topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015felerken, akl\u0131mda hep Sedat Abi. \u0093Bir iyi insan\u0131n daha gidi\u015fine haz\u0131r de\u011filim be Allah\u0092\u0131m, biliyorum \u00e7ok seviyorsun onlar\u0131 ama\u0085 Bu kez yapma, ne olur\u0085\u0094 \r
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\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yeni y\u0131l temennisi olarak, \u00932015’in SOKAKTA YA\u015eAYAN SAH\u0130PS\u0130Z HAYVANLAR \u0130\u00c7\u0130N,’ACIMA,V\u0130CDAN ve MERHAMET FARKINDALI\u011eINI YARATAN B\u0130R YIL OLMASINI CAN-I G\u00d6N\u00dcLDEN D\u0130LER\u0130M\u0094<\/i> diyen bir adamdan bahsediyorum, anl\u0131yor musunuz? \u0130\u015fini g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0131rak\u0131p i\u015fini g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc sokak hayvanlar\u0131 yapan birinden\u0085 Hay\u0131r sadece o kadar de\u011fil. Gazeteci gibi gazeteci olan birinden. Mesle\u011fine, meslek eti\u011fine \u00f6lesiye ba\u011fl\u0131 olan birinden\u0085\u00f6yle ki, i\u015fsiz kalmaktan hi\u00e7 korkmayan, hakk\u0131yla yapam\u0131yorsan tek ba\u015f\u0131na, serbest yapar\u0131m diyen birinden. \r
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Devrimi kad\u0131nlar\u0131n ba\u015flataca\u011f\u0131na inan, pu\u015ftlu\u011fa tahamm\u00fcl edemeyen bir baba adam Sedat Abi\u0085 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben mesle\u011fe onun yan\u0131nda ilk ad\u0131m\u0131m\u0131 att\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sene bilemem ka\u00e7t\u0131 ve Kordon TV\u0092nin nefis G\u00fcndo\u011fdu manzaras\u0131nda denize bakarak \u015f\u00f6yle demi\u015fti, \u0093Bu i\u015fi insan gibi yapacaksan ba\u015fla, kellen u\u011fruna kalemini koruyacaksan ba\u015fla\u0085\u0094 Ka\u00e7 kere kellesini ald\u0131lar da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmedi yere kalemini\u0085 O ki az buz de\u011fildir hani bilin diye s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum, \u00f6yk\u00fc yazar gibi foto\u011fraf \u00e7eker\u0085 \u0130ki eyvallah\u0131 olsayd\u0131 bug\u00fcn \u00fclkenin en tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f foto muhabiri- gazetecisi olurdu.\r
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Ama olamazd\u0131. Derdi mi? De\u011fil bence\u0085 Sistemin topuna kar\u015f\u0131 olan, anar\u015fist ruhunu dizginleyemeyen biri ne kadar s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131labilirse bir koridora o kadar kalabildi d\u00fczenin i\u00e7erisinde. Umurunda m\u0131, de\u011fil elbette. O de\u011fil ama sokakta insanlar\u0131n birbirine selam vermemesi umurunda, sevgisiz insanlara, kediye, k\u00f6pe\u011fe, ku\u015fa, tilkiye, kelebe\u011fe, ay\u0131ya, foka, balinaya, a\u011faca, denize k\u0131yanlar hedef tahtas\u0131nda\u0085 bir nefret etti\u011fi onlar. \u0130nsan olamayan mahlukatlar\u0085 O nedenle termik santrallere kar\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, \u00e7ocuklar sokaklarda \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rarak a\u011flayacak kadar \u00f6fkelenir, o y\u00fczdendir ki y\u00fcrekten sever d\u00fcnyaya ait t\u00fcm g\u00fczellikleri, yarat\u0131lan her \u015feyi ve o nedenle nefret eder t\u00fcm k\u0131y\u0131mlardan, k\u0131y\u0131m yapan zihniyetten.\r
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Sedat Abi hep \u00e7ok tan\u0131d\u0131k gelmi\u015ftir bana. \u0130lk kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o andan bu yana\u0085 sanki daha \u00f6nce, \u00e7ok \u00f6nce hen\u00fcz d\u00fcnyaya merhaba demedi\u011fimiz zamanlardan gelen bir tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131k\u0085 Uzun uzun \u00e7ay\u0131rlarda y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp t\u00fcm bu d\u00fcnya meselelerini konu\u015fmu\u015f gibi\u0085\u00f6yle bir \u015fey i\u015fte\u0085 Belki o nedenle yaz\u0131yorum, \u00e7ok eskiden kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc t\u00fcm umutlar\u0131, hayalleri, dilekleri\u0085 Ve t\u00fcm \u00f6fkesi, k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131,isyan\u0131 o kadar bildik, anlatabiliyor muyum?\r
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\u015e\u00f6yle yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 7 \u015eubat\u0092\u0131n bir saatinde:\r
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“GAZETEC\u0130L\u0130\u011eE B\u0130R S\u00dcRE MOLA\u0085 \r
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Fark\u0131ndaysan\u0131z son zamanlarda foto\u011fraf payla\u015fm\u0131yorum\u0085 30 y\u0131ll\u0131k dostumdan beni so\u011futmay\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131lar\u0085 O dostumun deklan\u015f\u00f6r sesinin, art\u0131k bana heyecan vermedi\u011fini anlad\u0131m\u0085 Oysa o deklan\u015f\u00f6r sesi, viz\u00f6rdeki ve ben\u0085 TAR\u0130F\u0130 \u0130MKANSIZ bir b\u00fct\u00fcnd\u00fck\u0085 \r
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Foto\u011fraflar\u0131yla ya\u015fayan bir gazetecinin\u0085 \u0130\u00c7\u0130NE NASIL ED\u0130L\u0130R hikayesinin\u0085 Nedenini sormay\u0131n bana\u0085 Kap\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde\u0085 HER G\u00dcN SATILIYOR\u0085 Gazetenin sat\u0131n al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fil, paspas yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanday\u0131z \u015fimdi\u0085 \r
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HABERS\u0130Z KA\u011eITLARIN\u0085 PU\u015eTLARIN FOTO\u011eRAFLARI \u0130LE DOLDURULDU\u011eU ZAMANLAR\u0085 B\u00fct\u00fcn derdi\u0085 Halka haber vermek de\u011fil\u0085 BANKAYA DOMALMAK OLAN GAZETELERDE\u0085 YALAYAN DE\u011e\u0130L\u0085 Sokaktaki s\u00fcr\u00fcnen adam olmay\u0131 tercih ederim\u0085 ANLADINIZ S\u0130Z BEN\u0130\u0085\u0094 <\/i>\r
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Anlad\u0131k elbette Sedat Abi\u0085 Anlamasak bu kadar y\u00fcre\u011fimiz buru\u015fmazd\u0131, y\u00fcrek buru\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 sen \u00e7ok iyi bilirsin de\u011fil mi? \r
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Tuhafl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0131zd\u0131rap verici bir \u00fclkede ya\u015f\u0131yor ve buraya ister istemez ev diyoruz ya Sedat Abi, s\u0131rf burada biraz daha g\u00fcvende ya\u015famak i\u00e7in belki, belki daha da azalmamak i\u00e7in yani senin anlayaca\u011f\u0131n belki s\u0131rf bencilli\u011fimden \u0093Diren Sedat\u0094<\/b> demek istiyorum. Bunca y\u0131ld\u0131r, bunca \u00e7irkinli\u011fe direnen sen! L\u00fctfen be abi\u0085\r
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Trenleri \u00e7ok seven bir adamdan bahsediyorum ve bir \u00e7ocuk safl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen birisinden. G\u00fcl\u00fcmserken \u00e7ocuk olabilenlere s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131lmak gerekiyor bunu unutmay\u0131n.\r
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Bazen bir mucize beklersin\u0085 \u015eimdi onu tecr\u00fcbe ediyorum.

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Hayat\u0131n baz\u0131 d\u00f6nemlerinden ge\u00e7erken bundan daha k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc olmaz diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn. Bundan daha k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc olmaz, o zamana kadar ba\u015f\u0131na gelmemi\u015f dolay\u0131s\u0131yla hi\u00e7 tecr\u00fcbe etmedi\u011fin ac\u0131larla ba\u015f […]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64620"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=64620"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64620\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=64620"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=64620"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=64620"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}