Pencereleri \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdan beri \u00e7ok severim. Bunun, kocaman yukar\u0131ya do\u011fru a\u00e7\u0131lan pencereleri olan, cumbal\u0131 bir evde do\u011fmu\u015f olmamla ilgisi var m\u0131 bilmiyorum. \n
Do\u011faya a\u00e7\u0131lan, insanlara a\u00e7\u0131lan, soka\u011fa, sokaktaki \u00e7\u00f6p bidonunu kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran kedi yavrular\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131lan, \u00f6\u011frencilerin okula gidi\u015f geli\u015flerindeki tela\u015fa a\u00e7\u0131lan, k\u0131saca ‘d\u0131\u015f’a a\u00e7\u0131lan bir \u015feydir ya pencereler, belki de bunlard\u0131r sebebi. \n
Daha geni\u015f camlar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 daha ‘geni\u015f’ g\u00f6rebilmek isterim. Bu y\u00fczdendir belki; y\u00fcre\u011fimin penceresini de hep a\u00e7\u0131k tutar\u0131m. Ayaza, r\u00fczgara, f\u0131rt\u0131naya, ya\u011fmura ra\u011fmen. \n
Kimi insan\u0131n i\u00e7e a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r y\u00fcrek penceresi. Kimi insan\u0131n d\u0131\u015fa… \n
Kimisi kapat\u0131r s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 aralamaz. Kimisi ayazda donaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilse y\u00fcre\u011finin, inatla kapatmaz. \n
Kimi zaman\u0131n\u0131 kollar a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131 an\u0131 bekler, kimi \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmeye ra\u011fmen sabreder. \n
Kiminin y\u00fcre\u011findeki pencereler kapan\u0131r bir daha a\u00e7\u0131lmamak \u00fczere, i\u00e7ine d\u00f6ner, “d\u0131\u015f”\u0131na k\u00fcser. \n
Pencerelerinden sardunyalar sarkan evlerden geldim. \n
Pencerelerden bir fincan toz \u015feker, bir tutam tuz al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fi yap\u0131lan zamanlardan. \n
Hava kararmaya y\u00fcz tutunca d\u0131\u015fardan i\u00e7erisi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmesin diye mutlaka s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kapat\u0131lan ak\u015fam\u00fcstlerinden.\n
Rahibe i\u015fi perdelerin camlar\u0131 s\u00fcsledi\u011fi ikindilerden.\n
Kad\u0131nlar\u0131n, erkeklerin bah\u00e7elerde \u00e7ay i\u00e7ip sohbet ettikleri gecelerden.\n
Kad\u0131nlar\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 pencerelerden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya tarad\u0131klar\u0131 sabahlardan.\n
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Pencereler gitgide k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcld\u00fc art\u0131k. \n
Darald\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f alanlar\u0131m\u0131z; d\u00fcnya tela\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z artt\u0131k\u00e7a. \n
Y\u00fcreklerini s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcyor insanlar, ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 \u00f6rtt\u00fckleri gibi. \n
Daha \u00e7ok daral\u0131yor g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f alan\u0131m\u0131z; y\u00fcre\u011fimiz gibi beynimizi, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncemizi, duygumuzu, ki\u015fili\u011fimizi, kimli\u011fimizi, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc \u00f6rtt\u00fck\u00e7e… \n
T\u00fcrkiye’de bir zaman t\u00fcnelinin i\u00e7indeyiz \u015fimdi. \n
Tersine i\u015fleyen, gitmek istemedi\u011fimiz bir y\u00f6ne h\u0131zla ilerledi\u011fimiz, arkam\u0131zdan itilen bir zaman t\u00fcnelinin i\u00e7inde yolculuk yap\u0131yoruz. \n
Pencerenin d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda eylemler yap\u0131l\u0131yor. Eylemcilerin sesi pencereden ge\u00e7ip odama geliyor. Pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcnden iki kad\u0131n ge\u00e7iyor. Simsiyah \u00f6rt\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fler, sadece g\u00f6zleri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. \n
Pencerenin d\u0131\u015f\u0131, beni art\u0131k korkutuyor. Ve ben y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesine geri d\u00f6nmek istiyorum. \n
Ge\u00e7mi\u015f zaman\u0131n pencerelerinden i\u00e7eriye ‘ayd\u0131n’l\u0131k giriyordu \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. \n
Ge\u00e7mi\u015f zaman\u0131n pencerelerinden ‘d\u0131\u015f’a\/d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bakan kad\u0131nlar\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri gibi y\u00fczleri de daha ‘ayd\u0131n’l\u0131kt\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. \n
\u0130leri’ye, ilericili\u011fe, ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011fe, e\u015fitli\u011fe, m\u00fccadeleye inanan insanlar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 zamana geri d\u00f6nmek istiyorum. \n
Geri geri gidenler ilerlediklerini san\u0131rken, ileriye bakanlar\u0131n \u00f6nlerine set \u00e7ekilen bu zaman t\u00fcnelinden d\u00f6nmek istiyorum. \n
Pencerelerin, y\u00fcreklerin, g\u00f6zlerin, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin, ba\u015f’lar\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131k tutuldu\u011fu zamana… \n
Cumhuriyet\u00e7i kad\u0131nlar\u0131n, ya\u011f tenekelerine sardunya dikip, a\u00e7\u0131k pencerelerinin \u00f6nlerine koyduklar\u0131 zamana. \n
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