{"id":62569,"date":"2007-11-15T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2007-11-15T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/?p=62569"},"modified":"2007-11-15T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2007-11-15T00:00:00","slug":"babalar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/2007\/11\/15\/babalar\/","title":{"rendered":"Babalar…"},"content":{"rendered":"“Sizin hi\u00e7 baban\u0131z \u00f6ld\u00fc m\u00fc?\r
\u00a0Benim bir kere \u00f6ld\u00fc, k\u00f6r oldum\u0093\r
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Cemal S\u00fcreya b\u00f6yle ba\u015flar \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz \u015fiirine. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in biliyorum ger\u00e7ekten k\u00f6r oluyor \u00e7ocuklar babalar\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcnce. Peki ya babalar? Babalar \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ilk hangi organlar\u0131n\u0131 kaybederler? G\u00fcneydo\u011fu’dan kalkan tabutlar da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a yurdun d\u00f6rt bir taraf\u0131na, hep bu gelir akl\u0131ma. \r
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Televizyonlardan izliyoruz, gazetelerde foto\u011fraflar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyoruz gen\u00e7 insan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerinin son karelerini… Bayra\u011fa sar\u0131l\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcyorlar baba oca\u011f\u0131na. Analar iliklerine i\u015fleyen ac\u0131y\u0131 y\u00fcreklerimize ta\u015f\u0131yor. Ama babalar… Babalar sessiz. Babalar yine dimdik. \r
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Babalar\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7lerine ak\u0131yor, biliyorum. Biliyorum, ama merak ediyorum, ilk hangi organ\u0131n\u0131 kaybediyor babalar evlatlar\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcnce?\r
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\u00c7ocuklar da\u011flarda \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Sapanla ku\u015f bile avlamam\u0131\u015f olanlar vard\u0131r aralar\u0131nda. Silahtan nefret edenler vard\u0131r. Sevgilisinin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc i\u00e7in evden ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015f olanlar, bebe\u011finin kokusuna doyamadan askere al\u0131nanlar… Baba olanlar da vard\u0131r ama hepsi o\u011fuldur. \r
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Vatan topra\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in da\u011flarda geziyor o\u011fullar. Ter\u00f6rist av\u0131ndalar geceleri. Ya\u015fam\u0131n bahar\u0131ndaki \u00e7ocuklar, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn kol gezdi\u011fi da\u011flarda Azrail’e rest \u00e7ekiyorlar, O’nun elindeki ka\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131 hi\u00e7 bilmeden. \r
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O karanl\u0131k geceler de analar hep dua edip Allah’a s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131yordur da ya babalar? Babalar nas\u0131l dik durabiliyorlar bu kadar?\r
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Dikkat ediyorum, \u015fehit babalar\u0131n\u0131n hepsinin y\u00fcz\u00fcnde derin \u00e7izgiler var. Hep var m\u0131yd\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm m\u00fc yerle\u015ftirdi o \u00e7izgileri bir gecede, bilmiyorum. Sadece hissediyorum ayn\u0131 \u00e7izgilerin daha derin olanlar\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcreklerinde yer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. \r
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U\u00e7urtma yapm\u0131\u015flard\u0131r onlar i\u00e7in, topa vurmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015flerdir, ilk satran\u00e7 dersini vermi\u015flerdir belki. Belki \u00e7ok iyi arkada\u015f olmu\u015flard\u0131r o\u011fullar\u0131yla belki uzaktan sevip sadece uyurken ok\u015fam\u0131\u015flard\u0131r sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131… Bilmiyorum. Bilemiyorum. Bildi\u011fim tek \u015fey, kefene sar\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcl kokulu evlatlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine topra\u011f\u0131 atan ilk onlar olmu\u015flard\u0131r. \r
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Sahi, evlatlar\u0131n\u0131 kaybeden babalar ilk hangi organlar\u0131n\u0131 kaybeder?\r
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Ve ben t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e i\u00e7ime sindiremiyorum. \u00c7ok can\u0131m ac\u0131yor, a\u011fl\u0131yorum o karanl\u0131k gecelerde. Hepsi i\u00e7in dua ediyorum uykuya dalmadan \u00f6nce. Analara, babalara, evlatlara… \r
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\u0130syan bulutu ile geziyorum \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Askere gitmeyen bir o\u011flun babas\u0131n\u0131n rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 beni rahats\u0131z ediyor. \r
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Hele ki bu baban\u0131n “askerlik yan gelip yatma yeri de\u011fildir” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc hat\u0131rlad\u0131k\u00e7a \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131yor \u00f6fkem. \r
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Halk\u0131na “ter\u00f6rle ya\u015famaya al\u0131\u015facaks\u0131n\u0131z” diyen bir baban\u0131n o\u011flunun \u00e7ok uzak bir \u00fclkede refah i\u00e7inde ya\u015famas\u0131na al\u0131\u015fam\u0131yorum. Rahats\u0131z oluyorum. \r
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Kurulu\u015fundan bug\u00fcne bunca evlad\u0131n\u0131 topra\u011fa veren bir \u00fclkenin t\u00fcm babalar\u0131n\u0131 seviyorum, biri hari\u00e7…

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“Sizin hi\u00e7 baban\u0131z \u00f6ld\u00fc m\u00fc? \u00a0Benim bir kere \u00f6ld\u00fc, k\u00f6r oldum\u0093 \u00a0 Cemal S\u00fcreya b\u00f6yle ba\u015flar \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz \u015fiirine. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in biliyorum ger\u00e7ekten k\u00f6r oluyor \u00e7ocuklar […]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/62569"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=62569"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/62569\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=62569"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=62569"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=62569"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}