{"id":109812,"date":"2021-09-10T22:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-09-10T19:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/?p=109812"},"modified":"2021-09-10T22:30:04","modified_gmt":"2021-09-10T19:30:04","slug":"cilgin-bir-devinimdir-yasamak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/2021\/09\/10\/cilgin-bir-devinimdir-yasamak\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00c7\u0131lg\u0131n Bir Devinimdir Ya\u015famak"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Her \u015feyden \u00f6nce itiraf etmeliyim ki kitab\u0131n ismi “oku beni” diye \u00e7ok davet ediyor. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131ndan ve roman, anlat\u0131, biyografi, gezi ve denemelerinden tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm Ra\u015fel Rakella Asal\u2019\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 san\u0131yordum ancak bu kitab\u0131n kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda “Me\u011fer yeteri kadar tan\u0131m\u0131yormu\u015fum” diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Bu denli derinlikli, her yaz\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde \u00e7ok zaman vererek, ara\u015ft\u0131rarak yaz\u0131lan, okudu\u011fum ender kitaplardan biri oldu benim i\u00e7in. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceden yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131larak yaz\u0131lan ya da oldu\u011fu gibi \u00e7o\u011funlukla kitap de\u011ferlendirmelerinden olu\u015fan her bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm ayr\u0131 de\u011ferde. \u00d6ncelikle kitap ele\u015ftirileri asla (\u00c7o\u011funlukla yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi) \u00f6zet vermekten ibaret de\u011fil. Tam tersine roman kahramanlar\u0131 ve olaylar \u00f6ylesine \u00f6zg\u00fcn \u015fekilde aktar\u0131l\u0131yor ki o kahramanla tan\u0131\u015fmak i\u00e7in an\u0131lan kitaplar\u0131 alma iste\u011fi yarat\u0131yor. \u00d6rne\u011fin ben (\u015fimdilik) d\u00f6rt kitab\u0131 ald\u0131m ve okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Arkada\u015flar\u0131ma da \u00f6nerece\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Okurken i\u015faretledi\u011fim baz\u0131 t\u00fcmceleri payla\u015fmak istiyorum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131nda “Yazarlar metinlerinin masum \u00e7ocuklar\u0131d\u0131r. Yaz\u0131ya girerken yazar nereye gidece\u011fini bilemez. Bu anlamda yaz\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda yazarlar da okur gibi yolcudurlar” diye ba\u015flayan paragraf bana, “Ben de b\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum ve yaz\u0131yorum ama hi\u00e7 bu s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerle payla\u015fmay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemi\u015ftim” duygusu uyand\u0131r\u0131yor. Okuman\u0131n ama\u00e7lar\u0131ndan biri de bu de\u011fil midir zaten?.. Bilmedi\u011fini \u00f6\u011frenmek, bilip de dile getirmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedi\u011fin duygular\u0131 bazen \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla, genellikle g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek fark\u0131na varmak, ne denli de\u011ferlidir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Al\u0131p da okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir romanda, kahraman\u0131n\u0131, “Ki\u015fili\u011fi, hi\u00e7bir zaman hayat\u0131n ve kaderin ona uygun g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00fcniforman\u0131n i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kmayan biridir” diye tan\u0131ml\u0131yor. “\u00c7evremde tan\u0131mland\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi o denli \u00e7ok insan var ki\u2026” diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekten kendimi alam\u0131yorum. Sonra ayn\u0131 bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131yla, benzer nitelikli kahraman\u0131 olan bir ba\u015fka roman \u00fczerine yazmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca yaz\u0131n denen koca evrende konular\u0131n asla t\u00fckenmeyece\u011fini, hatta benzer konularda bamba\u015fka romanlar da yaz\u0131labilece\u011fini fark ediyorum. Ben de benzer ki\u015filikli bir kahraman \u00fczerine yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yak\u0131n zamanda okudu\u011fum bir roman\u0131 an\u0131msay\u0131nca daha da \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131yorum. Haydi, “Bu kadar \u015fey yazd\u0131k, \u00e7ok gizemli b\u0131rakmayal\u0131m” diyerek romanlar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 payla\u015fay\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rakella Han\u0131m, Kazuo Ishiguro\u2019nun “G\u00fcnden Kalanlar” roman\u0131yla yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, Orhan Kemal\u2019in “Murtaza”s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131yor. Ben de Handan G\u00f6k\u00e7ek\u2019in “Ve Yokmu\u015f” roman\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131ms\u0131yorum. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fc de bamba\u015fka konular\u0131 olan \u00f6zg\u00fcn romanlar. B\u00fcy\u00fck olas\u0131l\u0131kla birbirlerinden haberi olmayan benzer \u00f6zellikli kahramanlardan yola \u00e7\u0131karak yaz\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131na katk\u0131da bulunmu\u015f. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine okudu\u011fum sat\u0131rlardan birka\u00e7 al\u0131nt\u0131: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Murathan Mungan\u2019\u0131n “Bellek, unutkand\u0131r elbet ama asla k\u00f6r de\u011fil. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla hi\u00e7bir \u015fey kaybolmuyor orada. Belki uyuyor, saklan\u0131yor, g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcyor, ba\u015fkala\u015f\u0131yor, g\u00f6mlek de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor, kendini ba\u015fka y\u00fczler, ba\u015fka \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131mlar, ba\u015fka r\u00fcyalar i\u00e7in biriktiriyor”<\/em> s\u00f6zleri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Edip Cansever\u2019in, “G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc gibi bir \u015fey bu \u00e7ocukluk\/ hi\u00e7bir yere gitmiyor”<\/em> dizesi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ba\u015fka roman kahraman\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zleriyle kapatay\u0131m bu yaz\u0131y\u0131. Yoksa sayfalar boyu yazaca\u011f\u0131m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kendini sorgulayan bir kom\u00fcnistin \u00f6zele\u015ftirisi \u015f\u00f6yle:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u0130nanc\u0131m y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00f6\u011frenmedim dans etmeyi. Sonra pi\u015fman oldum. G\u00fczel bir kad\u0131nla asla dans edemedim. Kalas gibiydim. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

…G\u00fczelli\u011fi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmserdik biz. Elbette yanl\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu.”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben de elli y\u0131ldan fazla zamand\u0131r kitap okurum ancak “\u00c7\u0131lg\u0131n Bir Devinimdir Ya\u015famak”\u0131 bitirdi\u011fimde bilmediklerimle, bilip de s\u00f6yleyemediklerimi harmanlad\u0131m ve \u00e7ok \u015fey kazand\u0131m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Te\u015fekk\u00fcrler Ra\u015fel Rakella Asal\u2026<\/p>\n

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