{"id":105875,"date":"2020-12-05T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2020-12-05T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/?p=105875"},"modified":"2020-12-05T22:45:42","modified_gmt":"2020-12-05T19:45:42","slug":"dar-zamanlarda-luzumsuz-dusunceler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/2020\/12\/05\/dar-zamanlarda-luzumsuz-dusunceler\/","title":{"rendered":"Dar zamanlarda l\u00fczumsuz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Dar zamanlarda b\u00f6l\u00fck p\u00f6r\u00e7\u00fck c\u00fcmlelerle, ya da renklerle hayalini kurdu\u011fum sanatsal \u015fey birden bire zihnimde belirdi\u011finde, onun pe\u015fine tak\u0131l\u0131p gidememenin buruk \u00e7aresizli\u011fi\u2026 G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs kafesimden a\u00e7\u0131k havaya \u00e7\u0131kabilmek i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan nefesimi zapt edebilmek, zihnimde u\u00e7u\u015fan hayallerin patlamaya haz\u0131r enerjisini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmek, sakinle\u015ftirmek pek kolay olmuyor. G\u00fcndelik hayat\u0131m tamamen bana ait de\u011fil \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Yapmam gereken i\u015fler, ilgilenmem gereken ki\u015filer var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Epeyce zaman \u00f6nceydi. Seksen be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndaki annem, \u201cBana onu yapma, \u015funu yap diye ak\u0131l vermeyi b\u0131rak\u0131n. Ben senin yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n her i\u015fi yapabilirim, g\u00fcc\u00fcm kuvvetim zekam yeter. Yani yirmi otuz sene \u00f6nce ne yapabiliyorsam bu g\u00fcn ayn\u0131 \u015feyleri yapabilme g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum kendimde\u201d deyince tebess\u00fcm etmi\u015ftim elimde olmadan. K\u0131zm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, ciddiye almad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, inanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Nadim oldum. \u015eimdi benim iyili\u011fim i\u00e7in uyar\u0131larda bulunan kendi evlad\u0131ma ayn\u0131 \u015feyi s\u00f6ylesem, kahkahayla g\u00fclebilir. Sadece o olsa iyi, kendini gen\u00e7 sanan muktedirler, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n hayatlar\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7e say\u0131p geleneksel “ya\u015fl\u0131” basama\u011f\u0131na oturttu\u011fu insanlar\u0131 haks\u0131z ve adaletsiz olarak y\u00f6netme\u011fe kalk\u0131yorlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Baz\u0131 romanlar, filmler insan\u0131 i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fu ko\u015fullara, ruh haline g\u00f6re farkl\u0131 dozda etkiliyor. \u0130ki y\u0131l \u00f6nceydi. Magda Szabo\u2019nun “\u0130za\u2019n\u0131n \u015eark\u0131s\u0131” adl\u0131 roman\u0131n\u0131 sel gibi akan g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla okudu\u011fumu hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Atm\u0131\u015fl\u0131 y\u0131llarda ge\u00e7en bir Macar roman\u0131. Anne k\u0131z aras\u0131nda ku\u015fak \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 diyebilece\u011fimiz klasik yakla\u015f\u0131mdan \u00f6te ileti\u015fimdeki yetersizli\u011fimizin sevgiyi, sayg\u0131y\u0131 nas\u0131l dumura u\u011fratt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etmek \u00e7ok ac\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0131s\u0131tl\u0131 mekanlarda, dar hayatlar i\u00e7inde sevdiklerimizle burun buruna ge\u00e7irilen zamanlarda birbirimizin iyili\u011fi i\u00e7in yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z san\u0131lan \u015feylerin, asl\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131 tarafta nas\u0131l anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek gerek. Bunun i\u00e7in \u00e7ok zaman\u0131m\u0131z da var \u00fcstelik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“Bir \u015feyden yoksun olman\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 duyguyu tek kelimeyle anlat” deseler, \u201cYaln\u0131zl\u0131k\u201c derim. “\u0130nsan\u0131n kendisini en yaln\u0131z hissetti\u011fi durum nedir?” deseler, \u201d\u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckten yoksunluk\u201d derim. \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckten yoksunluk ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131k birbirinden zalim duygulard\u0131r\u2026 M\u00fclteci ya\u015famlar gibidirler. Gurbette, hapiste, evinden, \u015fehrinden uzak yerlerde, dilinden, sevdiklerinden, e\u015finden dostundan, u\u011fra\u015f\u0131ndan g\u00f6n\u00fcl r\u0131zas\u0131yla de\u011fil, cebren ya da bir nevi mecburiyetten kopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olman\u0131n yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 O \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 yaln\u0131zl\u0131k duygusu \u00f6ylesine zalimdir ki, hayaller kurmana bile ge\u00e7it vermez olur bir zaman. Oysa yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve tutsakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yenmenin biricik yolu hayallerdir.<\/p>\n

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Dar zamanlarda b\u00f6l\u00fck p\u00f6r\u00e7\u00fck c\u00fcmlelerle, ya da renklerle hayalini kurdu\u011fum sanatsal \u015fey birden bire zihnimde belirdi\u011finde, onun pe\u015fine tak\u0131l\u0131p gidememenin buruk \u00e7aresizli\u011fi\u2026 G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs kafesimden a\u00e7\u0131k […]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":105877,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[35],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105875"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=105875"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105875\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/105877"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=105875"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=105875"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kentyasam.com.tr\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=105875"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}